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iM sO fLatTered.. mY nEw hObBy iS wRiTing Luv sToriEs,, aNd mayBe tHis neW sTorY tHat i Was wriTing iS tHe besT!.. titLe : ‘Friendship or Love?’..

i Was sO shOck wHen mY mOm cOmpLimeNted oN mY sTorY.. mhLig kXe sYa mGbsa s Mga gMeT q!,, pG gciNg q,, sBi aGd ni mOmMy.. "aNg gNda nuNg sTorY n cnuLaT mOh!,, kLa koH bgO mOng pApa c LeoN,, cHaracTer pLa.. 2Loy mOh Lng.. sa-SubmiT nTen Yan.. dYan ngcCmuLa Ang mGa wriTer"….. gRabE?,, kKa fLatTered tLga!,, nEon mEi iNspiRaTion n q pRa tusiN yUng sTorY!,, aHiHi,, ‘My mOm’..

HeLp nMn!,, im sTiLL nOt suRe s eNdiNg!,, i waNt mOre sUgGesTion!..

Tip : i’D rAtheR haVe tHe reGrEt faCe oN mY reAderS afTer fiNishiNg tHe stOrY tHan haVing tHat kiLig LoOk!,, Hndi n fHoe usO aNg haPpY endiNg!,, aHiHi,, gus2 q yUng feeLing Ng pNgHhiNaYang At tHe eNd oF the sToRy!..

sBi p pLa nG mOm q,, Ppa bOok biNd daW nYa yUn!,, nkk2wa sYa,, kXe pgTpos nMen kUmaeN,, tNatnOng nYa q "aNu yUng endiNg?,, mgGiNg c LeoN b tsKa c Euna?,, e pNo c asH?".. aHiHi,, hayYyYy!,, saYa saYa!,,

NgaYon p Lng,, gUs2 q nG mGpsLmaT kEi mOmMy 4 bEing aN insPiRaTion 2 me.. aNd 4 tHose pEopLe wHo fOrCe me 2 fiNish tHis.. -jEnNa, meLiSsA & keYro!-.. tNx guYs!,, aNd aLso 2 coLe carLa!.. (mAh bHeSsY).. iNspiRaTion k diN,, kXe kuNg Ndi q nbSa yUng gNwa mOng sTorY.. ‘aNg LoVe storY Ng paZawaY’.. Ndi aQ maiiNspiRe n mGsuLat Ng mGa sTory LikE thiS!,, TnX!.. mwUaAhH 2 oL oF u!,, aYab Yah!,,

aNd xEmpRe.. mkkLimuTan kOh aNg insPiraTion q nEon?,, maH -JhErziE-.. aHiHi,, Luv Yah!,,

i diScoVer maH hiDden taLenT n!,, i Luv wRiTing anD tHe way i geT coMmenTs oN pEopLe wHo rEadz iT!…

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Lam kOng nGsSwa n kEow mGbsa Ng pRob kOh,, pEro whaT cAn i dO?,, gNyaN xiH ‘God’,, LagiNg mEi pGsuBok!.. aHiHi..

WhatZ uP w/ mE tOdaY?,, iM cUrRentLy hOok iN tHe soNg ‘Kabet’, i rEaLLy canT sTop LisTeniNg 2 iT.. khiT buOng aRw q Yan pkiNgGan, Hndi aKo mGsSwa!..

tUngkoL pLa s Mga pRob kO,, iSa isaHin nTin Yan.. 1sT, buLag n kOh,, aHiHi,, keLanGn q ng mGsLamiN pRa mkiTa yUng nSa bLacKboArd..

2nd, pRob s baRkaDa,, iM sTucK w/ 2 gReaT gRouPz,, tHe ‘Devilz of heaven’ & ‘Tropang Bharuvalzzh’.. They’Re botH fUn & Ndi kO Lam gGwin q w/ouT tHem,, pEro noW nGkKarOn ng cOnfLict beTwEen tHem.. aNg hiRap.. Atoh yUng nAiipiT!,, Hndi nMn aQ mkApiLi.. Ndi q kYa yUn!.. haYyYy!..

3rd, pWaNg cWusH q yUng eX nO.1 q!.. aHiHi,, aNg cuTe tLga nYa!,, HawiG nYa aNg cuRrenT ‘mhaL q’ n xiH ‘jHerZie’.. aHiHi,, This iS noT rYt e!..

4th,, gUs2 kOh ng maAus yUng cOnfLicT sMen ni eX-nO.2.. haYyYy!,, gUs2 kOh ng mgiNg fWend Xa, pEwo tLga Ndi maiWasAn n mGkaAsaRan kMe!,, gRrRr!.. aSar tLga!

WeLL, aS of NoW.. Yn p Lng nMn yUng Mga pRobz q!,, iM reaLLy aDdicTed 2 kUya kEkeY’z cUzin, ‘JheRziE’.. aHiHi,, aNg cuTeeee cuTe nYa!,, ahaYyYy!.. gUmaWa aKo ng piC nMen.. http://pic16.picturetrail.com/VOL694/4871421/12100307/189619341.jpg.. Yan fHoe anG LinK kUng gus2 nYo sYa mkiTa,, aHiHi..

LapiT n pLa aNg fOundaTioN daY!,, iM sO exCiTed bouT sa sAmbA daNce.. aHiHi,, i hAve nOthiNg eLse 2 saY!,, e2 Lng aNg gus2 kOng masHare!,, Enge pLa teSti.. aDd nYu kOh s YM.. mau_metal_hardcore12@yahoo.com….. kk!,,

MucH aPprEciAtioN 2 ‘tRopaNg bHaruVaLzZh’.. aNd 2 ‘DeviLz oF hEaveN’,, miZh kOh n kEow!.. T_T.. aNd 2 mAh cUrRenT hOneY ‘JhErziE’.. (LakAz Tma!).. aHiHi,, mWuaHhH aYab u!..

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One of the poems (without rhymes) i make while i was crying over our break up…

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a sHatTered mEmoRy, A brOken dReam,

u SaiD yOu’LL staY, bUt aLL u LeaVe is pAin,

nOw i siT hEre w/ a tEarfuL eYes, aLL i wAnteD is 2 crY,

tHat pRomiZe oF 4evEr is nOw a pasT,

a pAsT tHat LeaVes a scAr iN my bRokEn heArt,

tHis dReaMs oF me & u, aRe doNe,

fOr i niD 2 stOp iMagiNing tHat yOu’LL cOme baCk,

u sAid yOu’LL nEver huRt me..

u sAid u reaLLy caRe..

BuT tHe reaLitY tUrnEd me doWn, i wAs wrOng,

beLieviNg iN aLL yOur Lies, u jUst wAtcH me faLL,

u sAid yOur huRt..

buT u fOuNd a neW oNe eAsiLy w/ a hAppy sOuL,

Go aHead!

Go aWay!

LeaVe me hEre bRokEn!

nOoNe LisTens, nObodY hEars mY mOanEd,

tHey doNt caRe, tHey doEsn’t caRe,

iF i cAn juSt stAbbEd myseLf tiLL i diE..

LocK mE iN an obLiviOn drEam..

tHe hEaveN,

wheRe i reSiDe whEn yOur stiLL hEre w/ me,

nOw iTs 4eveR gOodbYe,

u hAve caUseD me sO mUch pAin,

i jUst nEed 2 4geT aLL..

i nEed 2 Let gO oF u..

i neEd 2 moVe oN..

…………iTs bEen 3daYs aFteR oUr bReak uP,, Lyk cOme oN?,, peOpLe keEpz oN saYiNg "wAk kNa uMiYak!,, mGmOve oN kNa!!"

u eXpCt mE 2 mOve oN wiThiN 3daYs?,, dO u tHink iTs eAsy 2 4geT tHe gOod tYms?,, oL tHe paTieNce & sAcriFices i haVe mAde?,, hOw i diSoBeyeD mAh pAreNts jUst 2 b w/ hiM?,, hOw i aLmOsT 4goT maH fRieNds!,, hE’s mAh iNspiRatiOn iN scHooL!,, tHats y i sTudY hArd iN oRdEr 2 shOw hiM iM deSerVing 2 b hiS gUrLfriEnD!,,

aNd tHen, uR cHoOsiNg uR eX oVer me?,, hOw coMe?,,

Lht tiNiis q!,, Lht gNwa q!,, mTwaG mAn aqNg maRtyR tNanGgap q kXe uN nMn tLaga aQ!.. bNgaY q Lht Ng tRusT q kHt sObWa sobWa n panLoLokOh mOh!,,

anuH pBa mGgwa q?,, La n e!,, kEow n uYet e?,, cnYanG mOh Lht nG nGyRi E!,, kLa q b "WALANG IWANAN?",, sVi q n nGa b kUng cnUng nGsSvi ng wLanG iWanAn,, xA uNa mGLeLet gO!,, T_T

sTicK wiTh u!.. tHemE soNg nTen!,, kLa q 4evEr diN teOw e?,, nDi pLa 22o uN!,, gNda p nMn ng soNg,, taS uN diN uNg tHeme soNg nYuh nG "ASAWA MO!"..

I don’t wanna go another day
So I’m telling you, exactly what is on my mind
Seems like everybody is breaking up
And throwing their love away
But I know I got a good thing right here
That’s why I say (Hey)

Nobody gonna love me better, I must stick wit u forever
Nobody gonna take me higher, I must stick wit u (come on)
You know how to appreciate me, I must stick wit u, my baby
Nobody ever made me feel this way, I must stick wit u

pTi uNg iSa p nTeng tHme sOng!,, uNg marTyr nYebeRa!.. db?..

weLL, whAt gOes arOUnd cOmeS arOunD!,, bKa pG nreaLizEd mOh n mhL mO p q, wLa n qNg feeLinGs 4 u,,

2 muCh mEmoRies!.. 2 muCh pAin!,, 2 muCh hatRed!..

i cNt mOve oN,,,,,

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